Saturday, February 23, 2013

Coming Night

We went into the kitchen,
got ourselves another
"kulcher," what we call
another mother.

We struck so hard,
so hard, until we sparked.

We said: Hey, hey, hey,
come away with us tonight.

Come halfway to tomorrow.

So won't we
render that kiss?

We said: Won't we
never start loving if we turn?

Wake up with the rain
kissing a face?

Oh, we went into the kitchen
to catch the rain
falling like such small hands
waving from such great heights.

Everything looks this perfect,
we said, from so far away.

The persistent call of crows
came down now. Everything
fell down now,
is what we told night.

Oh, woe, woe, woe.
Woe is weak, is what we said tonight.

There's a shadow, we said.
We can't see these eyes.

There's a shadow,
the graffiti of night, we said.
a shadow we can't see.

We never thought
before we said:
You're the only reason
we keep on coming home.

That's what we
never thought we
love you.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Walk Away



I know what you said.
Your father saw that fox
Again; that white dog
Crossed the road,
And he swerved.
He looked the other way
And swerved.

I know what you said.
It was always the end,
Always over with me and you,
Like a pop song from 1982.
Now you’re just somebody that
I used to know, that
I used to know.

You never cut me.
You didn’t have to cut me
So clean and deep.

I know what you said.
Sing that old song
We used to sing.
Sing that old song
Your mother never sang.
Admit that I am wrong
And go home, Girl.

I know what you said.
You showed me what I was
Running from, and I sang
Like Mumford & Sons,
Sang like Arcade Fire.
I sang like day forgot night
And foreswore dawn.

I sang like you
Forgot the way your father wrote 
Your mother’s name
With a Fourth-of-July sparkler 
At the virgin face of night.

I sang as if you knew your mother’s eyes,
As if you knew your father 
Never did a goddamn thing
Worth writing in a history book.

Oh, your folks were worth all
The candles you
Lit for them.

I know what you said:
Charlie Boy, don’t go to war.
Don’t go to war, My Boy.
You said, Don’t hang your head.

I know you said I wore a uniform and played
A bugle, that I raised my hand
And held a flag, but you didn’t say
The news was bad, My Boy—You didn’t say
You knew I tossed my rifle down and ran.

I know you said
That I didn't fall,
That nobody falls.

You said that we all run a trail
Like a beagle runs a rabbit in a wide,
Wide arc back home again.

You said: 

Don't let anybody say
That you can't go home again.
Home is where you take it, 
And it goes where you go. 

Home has to go with you
Because it owns you. 

Home's tied to your hide, 
And it weighs you down 
As you circle back,
Trying to get away from home again.

I said:

Go home, Girl.
Tell your folks
That I love them
Even less
Than I love you.