Thursday, August 30, 2012

Hey, Baby, There Ain't No Easy Way Out


Tom Petty & the Heart Breakers knew
the distance between heaven & hell
is in the handcuffs of the hanged suicide.

The voice of America rings out loud & clear
in this unique anthology of great
American poetry
is what I read to her
the first night we kissed.

No shit.

Somewhere, somehow, somebody
must've kicked you around some,
& so on.

She stole a bottle of her bruised mother's best
Patron, and we tipped it under Crockery Creek's dead bridge.

We listened to Tom Petty & the Heart Breakers
on the 8-track in my old man's pickup.

Oh, Jesus Christ & Holy Ghost & God Almighty—
we got down with that music.

Ravenna, Michigan, was cold & wet that spring.
Going home past midnight, the pickup kicked
& slid down muddy Rollenhagen Road.

Oh, sweet Jesus,
the washboard roads of my youth
gave me a school bus hard-on twice a day.
Each morning walking high school hallways,
I held my books across my zipper
like the groin-protector I wore
years later patrolling alleys in Iraq.

She wrote things in her diary
I can't think about right now,
but she wrote things
I read after her mother found her
hanging in the garage.

I saw her dive
naked from the high banks of Crockery Creek.
I saw her dive
& kiss that destiny.

Don't come around here no more.

Hey.
Give it up.
Stop.
Don't come 
no more.