Friday, January 28, 2011

Mon Frere Thierry

I live in Vicksburg, Mississippi, now,
but I remember snow
falling on the campus of Purdue and you
and I were thin as sin, 
drank gin and grinned at winter Indiana.

Sandy still plays her violin
and I still can't sing worth shit
or play an instrument,
not even spoons -- but you
were Pan's right hand, the man
who touched the keys of spring,
whose voice caressed
the robin's wing,
and a single feather
like a whispered secret
fell.

And summer is a-coming in,
you sang. Summer is a-coming in
someday.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Valentines for the Vampires

Your kiss tattooed my face 
with the thin calligraphy of love,
said the queen of vampires.
Every vein screams
how much I love you.

Sweetheart, said the king of vampires,
you caress my soul with a serrated knife.
I want to sing every song
the Flaming Lips recorded in 1989.

She said: Oh, my dear,
you grow old. You grow old.
You make me
want to slip on my white dress
and slice
the tips of all your fingers.

He sang: Come dance with me,
my lifeless queen, come dance
until tomorrow. I waged the moon
you'd rise a star
that fell a flower.

The queen of vampires moaned.

Oh, my black-eyed lover,
let your bloody fingers
jackson-pollock my white dress.

Monday, January 17, 2011

When Joe Pass Plays Guitar

I was thirteen 
when she laughed at my voice,
the choir teacher, that
sexy broad who gave me
my first hard-on.

I sang a scale
I wouldn't learn for seven years.

She laughed at me.

Fuck music
is what I learned from her.

I wanted to blast bass
for Teenage Jesus and the Jerks
or bust drums for DNA.

I quoted Rimbaud for the goats
I milked every morning
before the school bus arrived.
When I squeezed those tits at night,
I quoted Walt Whitman.

The barn cats
moved like Miles Davis.

Oh, when Crockery Creek
topped its banks in April,
I ran naked through a third-
growth forest,
swum like Adam in that
muddy water.

I jacked-off on spring lilies
and slept on new moss.

No shit.

Herbie Hancock taught me to sing.

I purged my soul
on the clay banks of a little creek.

I tossed the ultimate question
to a suicidal Santa Claus,
spitting soliloquies at Mars
before I knew where the music ended.

I saw the fiberglass arteries of Orion,
the pinstripe suit of Ezekiel.

When I was nineteen,
I heard the horn of Miles Davis
before he took a chariot to the other side.
I saw him on the stage,
and he refused to look at me.

Where is Joe Pass on guitar,
my girlfriend said to me.
Where is black-angel music
when God says
make a joyful noise,
she said.

Fuck music,
is what I said.